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  I believe, a part of u will always stay with me
I can feel, images of u will never fade away
I can’t go on
Pretending everything could be the way it was
Can’t u see me?
I’m inconsolable
 
“Love songs can always say out the truth from a bottom of a broken heart.” U ever told me this; I can still see tears in your eyes, smoke between your fingers, wrinkles up your brows. That was in a café shop on the second floor which there are many English books you liked reading to me. I can remember your pronunciation is perfect. U didn’t realize how much sorry I was at that time cause I can do nothing for u. You were in hurt at that moment.
Fortunately, now, you have flied from the past and happy. I saw u that noon, in a dark room. You treated me as anyone normal; we couldn’t see each other just as we couldn’t even say a hello to each other, it was a public party. I had to pretend I don’t know u at all. I know that is what you expected.
But still, I found the lights in your eyes just via your several words to all the people present. You have been free and living a fresh and energetic life now.
I’m happy for you.
I will remember that noon also, it was raining a bit and a woman fell down on the stairs, but firstly, she did all to protect the little son in her arms.